Sunday, August 05, 2007

of habits and dreams

you have the habit of making your presence felt out of nowhere. i don't know if i should be flattered or if i should be annoyed. you show up whenever you like to. in the same way, you just leave without any warning or notice. you always leave me feeling confused and wondering. don't come if you intend to leave. stop your bad habit please.

and to you, i don't know how i feel about you. i'm happy, geniunely happy for you. at the same time, when i look at you, it's like watching a dream. a dream that someone else is living for me. sometimes i ask myself if i have cried enough for you to know that i have let you go already. i don't think there ever was a transition period. at the same moment you told me how happy you were, my heart froze. just like that, it stopped beating. it ceased from feeling pain, happiness, it's dead. it's better that way....i guess, is it?

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