spaced out

i find my self often in that state. obviously, there's a lot going on inside my mind-work, future business plans, and some personal stuff. its not new to me- ever since high school whenever i'm spacing out some of my friends would say- "na-autistic na naman si ann" hehe! i'm usually like that, especially when i can't get a good idea, a wonderful memory or sometimes a horrible incident out of my head. i call it sometimes as my "ally mcbeal moments" okay explanation- you know in the t.v. series ally mcbeal when the characters sometimes would have a thought and those thoughts come to life and then at a snap of a finger they'd be taken back to reality, it's sometimes like that. on worst cases it causes me really bad insomia- you know the kind that keeps you up till 4 or 5 even 6 in the morning and you only have a few hours of sleep left before getting ready for work. its not really a bad thing, is it? i find it alarming at times coz i start missing my supposed transit stop and my boss caught me staring blankly at the monitor for quite a long time already. waaah! it happened to me this past week and i'm so embarrassed. i was in a jeepney going to the office and once again i'm lost in my thoughts. the only time i realized that i was suppose to go down already was when i noticed that the lady in front of me was looking at me in a funny way -the look that says "why is that strange girl making funny expressions and smiling at me" it was then that i realized that i can't stop smiling already (yihee, i'm day dreamin') and when i checked where i was, i'm a block away from where i'm suppose to go down. tsk.tsk.tsk.another incident was when i'm in the office, my boss called my attention and he said that im always staring or looked seriously at my computer but there's nothing really on the screen except my office webmail inbox. oh no! i think i'm getting worse...maybe i'm bordering some kind of mental sickness. haha! NAH! i don't think so....all i need to do is focus-to direct my thoughts on just one idea, one thought, one good memory, one thing to worry about, one day dream scenario! haha! i have to unlearn multi-tasking inside my head. can i do it? i'll see...