cuzin!!! i'm gonna miss you!

for those who don't know yet, cuzin emily is leaving for new zealand tomorrow morning. hu hu! she'll be gone for a month but that is indefinite coz she might get a visa extension there and stay for like 6 months or more. anyway, it doesn't matter-1 month or 6 months, i'll still feel the same- i'm gonna miss her terribly. haaay! i miss her already...thinking of it make my eyes misty with tears. =(
*sigh* don't get me wrong, i'm so happy for her, i know how much she wanted to be with her family, to be beside tita and to see ate apple and baron. i prayed that she would be granted a visa and i thank the Lord for granting our request. i even went with her to the embassy one time (super moral support, actually all i did was to wait with her until her number was called. =) ) but now that she's really leaving na, i felt kinda sad. she's one of my closest cuzins, we're more like sisters already, she's my friend and confidante.
cuzin, even if you'll be gone for only a month, i'll miss you dearly. i'll miss our sleepovers, gimmicks, coffee dates, and of course i'll miss those times when we stay up late and talk endlessly about our boring and none-existent love life. wahaha! i just don't know if you'll miss my never-ending complains and concerns about that one person. he he! hmm...yeah i think so...ikaw pa, you thirst for juicy details cuz, but don't worry i'll keep you posted and besides i don't think a lot can happen in a month even in 6 months or more. he he! have a safe trip and hugs and kisses to tita, ate apple and baron. mwah! love yah!